Two cops and a Police Operations class…

Alright, give me a break. I know how long its been, before you yell hear me out….

I’VE BEEN IN AND OUT OF THE Dr’s, THE HOSPITAL getting all sorts of testing… and I’ve been studying my freaking ass of for each of my classes for the past few weeks. Okay? I had to give up seeing Rachael this past weekend, for health and educational issues. Mercy but, now that I am done with highlighting the past few weeks of my life I just want to tell you how good God has been to me.
So let me tell you WOT then, bok,

• This last week has been very difficult, the tremors, spasms. The basic muscles in my arms, legs and torso have proven difficult to control more and more recently. My legs have been giving out on me more and more and I have been falling a lot. I have been having a lot of dizziness, headaches and muscle aches to say the least. My neuologist has not a clue as to what is going on, all my tests results have been pretty normal.

On friday, my neurologist gave me a perscription to try and stop the tremors but, the only thing it made me do is: make me feel as a drunkard for about 4 hours and then sleep. So no help whatsoever. I was given another blood test at St. Peter’s and I will find out the results soon. I can’t complain though…

So far…My grades aren’t that bad, I am still alive, my fiance’ loves me, my kid is awsome, God is still on the throne, I have a glorious support net made up of family and friends and all my test results so far, say I have nothing life-threatening…so one can say, heck I am saying it, I live a blessed life. I have been blessed above and beyond the numerical value of folds of blessings, joy unspeakable and full of Glory, cattle on a thousand hills kind of a thing!!!

I just think of Job at times like this, for those who don’t know the story. God has given Satan total control everything of Job’s, his health (he’s very sick), his children (all killed in freak accidents), and property (burned and gone), everything…but, in all this he is faithful to God.

I mean, after all his kids were killed:

“Then Job arose, tore his robe, and shaved his head; and he fell to the ground and worshiped. 21And he said: “Naked I came from my mother’s womb, And naked shall I return there. The LORD gave, and the LORD has taken away;Blessed be the name of the LORD.” - Job 1:20-21

Job’s wife even comes to him with this:
“Then his wife said to him, “Do you still hold fast to your integrity? Curse God and die!”
But he said to her, “You speak as one of the foolish women speaks. Shall we indeed accept good from God, and shall we not accept adversity?” In all this Job did not sin with his lips. ” - Job 2:9 &10

I figure if Job can handle all of this what’s some shaking, memory loss and all of the other candy I mentioned earlier?!

Good Lord Glory.