The soliloquy of my thoughts…

I acquiesce myself over and over again, why in the world do I get so caught up in temporary instead of the permanent? The temporary are things that don’t really amount to bagatelle, things that are small trifles that only I [this is my soliloquy, I am only talking to myself] find important: Time to hang out with my friends on weekends, luxury such as, alcohol and other frivolities when I should really be spending more time on the permanent. Permanency is the eternal, how can I justify watching a movie and screw around with my friends when I haven’t even read my Bible today? My prayer life is nowhere near what I want it to be, granted I talk to God all day long but, it’s not quiet time. Quiet time is time set aside for God and I, I am I so self-absorbed that I can overpass my Creator to spend more time with my family? Why do I do this? It has to change. Fin.